I always see lots of r/K related stories I think might interest the readers here, but I only have time to blog about a few, so here are some additional news stories that might be of interest. Most articles will be more or less summarized in the headline. For unknown reasons, in some browsers the tweets in these posts display best if you click on the post instead of viewing it on the main page. You can skim the headlines and summaries, and click the links if they are of interest. Keep in mind, many of these reports are products of the Fake News, so although they will be what people are hearing and talking about, there is no guarantee any one of them is necessarily correct, and we have had cases of outright lies make it onto these pages, especially about President Trump.
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Ukraine launches criminal investigation into alleged surveillance of US Ambassador Marie Yovanovitch. What did they say on one of the shows today, but that President Trump had formed a “Cabal” of corrupt officials, who were running illegal surveillance in Ukraine. I have no idea how this plays out, but it would seem either corrupt Cabal-types are trying to create a public which has no idea which side has a Cabal or doesn’t, and who was really responsible for the illegal surveillance, or Trump and Q have engineered this to make Democrats say illegal surveillance is bad, before revealing the Democrats were doing more of it than anyone. One thing of interest – if someone is under surveillance, the file may contain all sorts of intelligence about them which was deemed “non-operational,” or unrelated to why they were under surveillance. So Ukraine investigating if Yovanovich was under surveillance may result in them discovering she was, who did it, and then finding the files it generated, which contain all sorts of evidence of illegalities she was involved in, and who she was involved in them with. I would not even put it past Giuliani to hire a firm which they knew had done other surveillance of interest on other people, so all of that data is entered into the official investigatory space, and those who did it have to testify. Don’t forget, in their texts they noted she was killing her phone and going dark for some of these meetings. Like Q said, “How do you introduce evidence legally into the system?” You could have another investigation into an unrelated matter which uncovers it.
Then there was this:
Arsen Avakov openly attacked @realDonaldTrump during the 2016 campaign. (Source: https://t.co/TLehAWTAGY)
Why was he providing security to Lev Parnas in Ukraine? Was Parnas helping Giuliani or is there more to this story? https://t.co/O7YNHryX70
— Ivan Pentchoukov (@IvanPentchoukov) January 16, 2020
FBI visits Robert Hyde’s home and office after he’s swept into Ukraine scheme. Former Republican Congressional candidate who indicated via text message that he was having surveillance run on Yovanovich. An associate thinks he was drunk, and was not actually doing it, as he claims. Most amusing – the reporter talks to a neighbor who says an FBI agent arrived in a grey SUV before dawn, waited outside Hyde’s home until 10:30 without gaining entrance to Hyde’s home, and left. How did they know all that? Would you have noticed all that if it happened to your neighbor, including an exact pre-dawn-arrival and departure time? Think back to Ed Buck, who would get a call from the guy in the apartment next door telling him he hadn’t drunk enough water, in between drugging and raping tied up male prostitutes – and his response was to realize the neighbor was right, and go take a drink of water. Truth is stranger than fiction.
The Feds — including ICE and the FBI — appear to be investigating Rep. Ilhan Omar.
Sen. Ted Cruz says, Democrats are ‘terrified’ that ‘evidence of real corruption’ will emerge in the Senate. Sounds like a Plan.
Senators sworn in and ready to go on Impeachment.
Dr. Oz will interview Epstein family pathologist, who reveals more details about the autopsy, including burst blood vessels in Epstein’s eyes indicating manual strangulation, and the fact his extremities were pale and thin, and not blue or purple and swollen, as happens in hangings.
Georgia election server was likely hacked, and then wiped when voting integrity groups began to look into it. From the article : “A computer security expert says he found that a forensic image of the election server central to a legal battle over the integrity of Georgia elections showed signs that the original server was hacked. The server was left exposed to the open internet for at least six months, a problem the same expert discovered in August 2016. It was subsequently wiped clean in mid-2017 with no notice, just days after election integrity activists filed a lawsuit seeking an overhaul of what they called the state’s unreliable and negligently run election system.”
(((They))) are selling the “Camgirl” dream in the media, where a young girl can sit in front of a webcam and do what people tell them, and make $15,000 per month, but those who try it find it doesn’t work out that way. I’ll bet this is like Epstein, only without Epstein. Or it is like modeling, without the modeling. They lure girls in, gradually try to erode their boundaries, and those who show promise for grooming end up under coverage, approached, and groomed into the machine. It would be interesting to know how they pick which girl gets the Giselle Bundchen ride, and lives the dream they then publicize to lure in all the other girls who get fed to Epstein and company. If you stop and think, why do they pick one pretty girl, feed her to the public in ads over and over again, and pay her $400 million, as they have with Bundchen, when they could pick a different mind-blowingly pretty girl every day, pay them one thousandth of that total due to their anonymity, and save the money while capitalizing on the beauty in variety. In short, in a Capitalistic, Darwinian system, why would they give $400 million to a single pretty girl if they didn’t have to?
Consumer Reports said the condoms given out by Planned Parenthood are defective. Could they be giving out defective condoms so people who don’t want babies get pregnant, and then need abortions? Why do they need the abortions?
Philadelphia averaging more than one murder per day this year. In the dead of winter.
A full third of flint’s emergency $390 million water funds did not go to clean water.
Judge denies request to block Governor Northam’s executive order banning weapons for gun rally. Seems you either have a right to bear arms that cannot be infringed, or it can be infringed – and here not even by a law, but by an impulsive dictate from a single politician.
Adam Schiff is sued by physicians for censoring the vaccine debate.
Under threat of lawsuit, Allegheny County purging 69,000 inactive voters from rolls.
Planned Parenthood launches $45 million investment in 2020 elections.
Norwegian government is set to repatriate a Pakistani woman and her children because she married a Norwegian ISIS fighter in Syria, and thus can claim to be Norwegian. However if they do it, some politicians will collapse the government and force new elections.
Reggie Love, Obama’s White House body man, endorsed gay Pete Buttigieg.
Harvard Law Review publishes a paper saying that with a simple Democrat Majority in the future, Democrats could isolate the government buildings in Washington DC, and then separate out each of the 127 neighborhoods in DC and give them statehood. Then Democrats would have the ability to go into the Constitution, eliminate the Electoral College, and make the government more equality-based. They call it a “modest proposal.” Although I think the left is a distinct minority, I am increasingly skeptical we can continue to live in peace with that minority.
New poll shows that 47% of young Democrats prefer other countries to the United States. Since resources are free here, they will stay, but if resources cut short, or it turned very K-selected, that predisposition will facilitate their migration.
Democratic lawmakers call on ICE to release transgender migrants. Yeah, by all means release the ones who are going to demand six figure surgeries as a human right.
The campaign worker for Sen. Bernie Sanders featured in a Project Veritas expose, was arrested days before the footage was released. He was charged with violation of probation, possession of drug paraphernalia, failure to provide proof of financial liability, as well as operating while intoxicated — his second offense.
First case of rubella since 1999 confirmed in Austin, TX. Say what you will, but the Cabal promoting the idea of anti-Vaxers as this big thing was a brilliant master stroke to divert attention from the fact they were importing plagues along with their barbarians. We face a very intelligent, well-planning foe with a keen insight into the weaknesses of the population’s ability to perceive truth.
Strange light flashes fill the sky in Ohio with no explanation. Video at the link.
Innocent leftist sits on a train in Europe, and proceeds to experience one horror after another, as he witnesses another young train passenger first log onto 4Chan and browse memes, then begin liking anti-Semitic tweets, all while a Leni Riefenstahl film is playing in the background, and the kid repeatedly checks his bitcoin wallet. He takes a picture, because he knows nobody else could possibly believe this would happen:
Verstörende ICE-Zugfahrt von Berlin nach München. Mein Nachbar surft seit einer Stunde auf 4chan, liked übelste antisemitische Hetzbilder auf Twitter und checkt zwischendurch immer mal wieder den Wert seines Bitcoin-Wallets. Im Hintergrund läuft ein Riefenstahl-Film. pic.twitter.com/5gHrpm7vx7
— Richard Gutjahr (@gutjahr) January 15, 2020
Comey currently under federal investigation for leaking THIS to his pal Michael Schmidt at the New York Times through his shadow FBI employee-fixer Richman …https://t.co/lwD1RV6JSx
— Paul Sperry (@paulsperry_) January 17, 2020
"Better Off": Rouhani Boasts Iran Enriching More Uranium Than Before 2015 Deal https://t.co/JmtTCIJG86
— zerohedge (@zerohedge) January 16, 2020
https://twitter.com/SohrabAhmari/status/1217612728170434561
.@politico — care to explain this headline change? pic.twitter.com/BSU3Ytuw4Q
— Erin Perrine (@ErinMPerrine) January 16, 2020
According to paid @BernieSanders staffers, Bernie is a "legit Socialist" and only "masquerading as a Democratic Socialist"
This begs the question, is the Bernie campaign being transparent with voters on their intentions? #Expose2020 pic.twitter.com/YJWU7axUHK
— James O'Keefe (@JamesOKeefeIII) January 16, 2020
BREAKING: @BernieSanders Field Organizer; Sanders Iowa Regional Field Director Luke bailed him out of jail after recent drug arrest.
"He's like 'don't say another word', we(Sanders campaign?) already processed your bail…sit tight"
Were campaign funds used?#Expose2020 pic.twitter.com/cwcwex9ot2
— James O'Keefe (@JamesOKeefeIII) January 16, 2020
Joe Biden struggles to remember the name of Obama cabinet officialhttps://t.co/bUZNcepb4P pic.twitter.com/dDpG3ji1E7
— RNC Research (@RNCResearch) January 16, 2020
British Police Failed To Stop Muslim Grooming Gang Due To Fears Over "Community Tensions" https://t.co/EhQqTXm6fO
— zerohedge (@zerohedge) January 17, 2020
China posts weakest growth in 29 years as trade war bites.
Guatemalan leader says Mexico will stop the new migrant caravan which just departed. With an election coming, we will begin to see an uptick in this now as they amp up the illegal vote fraud machine for November, and with it will come the bi-yearly explosion in acute flaccid myelitis produced by the Central American enterovirus that we keep getting told is a total mystery.
Gallup says 2020 candidates’ views on LGBT ‘extremely important’ to only 11% of Americans. That is the extent of Leftist popularity in the nation. But because of Cabal controlling the media, and academia, and Hollywood, and the political machine, and organized crime, see if it looks like that on the TV. Still, I am of the opinion after the Storm, purging that 11% from the nation and revoking their citizenship might not be such a bad idea. They form Secret Societies and Cabals because it is the only hope they have, but that strategy makes them dangerous.
FBI arrests suspected white supremacists before Virginia gun rally.
Jim Cramer says ‘tariffs worked,’ and Trump’s strategy forced China to agree to a trade deal.
NY Times features a piece by a liberal who opposes immigration because they realized big business uses it to drive down wages for poorer, unskilled Americans. In other words, you can’t want to help poor workers and import foreigners freely. It is one or the other.
Red Sox manager who refused to visit President Trump in the White House with his team is fired for cheating. Notice now suddenly as the Storm happens, we have an investigation uncovering that certain teams were using intelligence-practices to steal signs and cheat, fixing sporting events.
Ukraine asks FBI to help probe suspected Russian hack of Burisma.
Dow futures point to fresh record highs after the U.S.-China trade pact.
OK state senator proposes a ‘MAGA’ license plate.
Pentagon gets an official request to build 270 more miles of border wall.
Rasmussen has Trump at 51% approval.
File this next one under, when the ties that bind countrymen continue to fray. The left and right are essentially two hostile countries occupying each other:
"Manu, you're a liberal hack, I'm not talking to you."
@SenMcSallyAZ slams @CNN reporter @mkraju. pic.twitter.com/AGfnvJ7k6v
— Washington Examiner (@dcexaminer) January 16, 2020
But nobody effortlessly pulls rank and puts them in their place like the God Emperor:
https://twitter.com/Breaking911/status/1217912921931571200
Pro-Trump Iraqi Refugee Launches GOP Congressional Bid Against Ilhan Omar: ‘She Must Be Stopped’
Dalia al-Aqidi on Ilhan Omar: Omar is “stoking fear, inspiring hatred, inciting violence, and embarrassing the U.S.” https://t.co/ajIId1fFCt
— Ryan Saavedra (@RealSaavedra) January 17, 2020
DEVELOPING: Why's IG Horowitz quietly "revising" key findings in his report & posting new iterations of original version on IG website? Why's he not highlighting the effectively secret revisions thru press releases & letters notifying Congress &the public of the post-pub changes?
— Paul Sperry (@paulsperry_) January 16, 2020
I strongly applaud ?@IvankaTrump for? raising awareness about the horrors of human trafficking. There are some issues that transcend partisan politics, this is one of them. https://t.co/eqrJENiyv3
— Rand Paul (@RandPaul) January 16, 2020
The best part of this cat fight is how Bernie totally blows off Tom Steyer who was pathetically trying to get any kind of attention he could muster. Jokers. ??? pic.twitter.com/tfBcVuDhmf
— Donald Trump Jr. (@DonaldJTrumpJr) January 16, 2020
“Far too many journalists in this country are interested not in reporting the news or providing honest commentary, but in creating inflammatory incidents to ‘start a national conversation,’”-@DonaldJTrumpJr https://t.co/i5njavwQy8
— Kimberly Guilfoyle (@kimguilfoyle) January 16, 2020
Donald Trump Jr.: Fake News Destroys Lives, but the Tide May Be Turning | https://t.co/4ZJSMXKpdT https://t.co/i9R7KbSHBc via @Newsmax
— Donald Trump Jr. (@DonaldJTrumpJr) January 16, 2020
It was always just about being able to say they did it. They have done exactly 0 for the last few years. This is all they have. It’s why Nancy was clear yesterday so many times that impeachment is forever.
If only they tried to do something for Americans… just once. https://t.co/AW8oQr4cQH
— Donald Trump Jr. (@DonaldJTrumpJr) January 16, 2020
Strange that we never heard about all of these violations at the time. Give me a freaking break already.
Seven Times the GAO Found the Obama Administration Violated Federal Law https://t.co/c0oh7C75Cp
— Donald Trump Jr. (@DonaldJTrumpJr) January 17, 2020
Ha this is amazing. Maybe they needed to change the wording.
This representative commonly referred to as #FullOfSchiff… pic.twitter.com/cReag88yuA
— Donald Trump Jr. (@DonaldJTrumpJr) January 16, 2020
Using the powers of the surveillance state to spy on a political opponent’s campaign is what you’d expect from Russia, Iran, or China — not the US. I’m pleased AG Barr has announced the first safeguard to prevent this from occurring again. https://t.co/Z4FQEJJdoB
— Sen. Marsha Blackburn (@MarshaBlackburn) January 15, 2020
READ: Letter to surveillance court obtained by CBS News questions where there will be further disciplinary action and choice of former DOJ official to oversee reforms @MarkMeadows @Jim_Jordan #FISA #Durham pic.twitter.com/s1VfumTiQf
— Catherine Herridge (@C__Herridge) January 16, 2020
I JUST GOT IMPEACHED FOR MAKING A PERFECT PHONE CALL!
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 16, 2020
Tennesseans care about serious issues: trade relations, border security, and lasting tax relief.
Democrats care about one thing and one thing only: undoing the results of the 2016 election.
— Sen. Marsha Blackburn (@MarshaBlackburn) January 15, 2020
How can we trust anything in the House Democrats’ impeachment* report?
Their lead investigator, Adam Schiff, fabricated a conversation between President Trump and the Ukrainian president. https://t.co/YUFFP9kRLu
— Sen. Marsha Blackburn (@MarshaBlackburn) January 15, 2020
.@SenSanders, @SenWarren, @SenAmyKlobuchar, and @SenatorBennet are spending millions of dollars to defeat @realDonaldTrump, and we’re supposed to believe they will be impartial during the trial?
They should recuse themselves.
— Sen. Marsha Blackburn (@MarshaBlackburn) January 16, 2020
“There is no crime here. I just think this whole thing should be rejected out of hand. I wouldn’t waste a minute of taxpayer dollars or time on this. Entertaining this Impeachment is a joke.” Laura Ingraham @IngrahamAngle @FoxNews
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 16, 2020
Ukrainian leaders have repeatedly rejected that there was any kind of pushing or pressure.
But the mainstream press would rather run with ridiculous allegations from a man under indictment. https://t.co/fUYCmVUHJF
— Rep. Jim Jordan (@Jim_Jordan) January 16, 2020
TO THE AMERICAN PEOPLE: This is the beginning of the end of the abuse of the Constitution. The Senate will provide a fair trial for @realDonaldTrump. #impeachment #ArticlesOfImpeachment #ImpeachmentTrial #senate #SenateImpeachmentTrial pic.twitter.com/Rp82D2igmN
— Senator Ted Cruz (@SenTedCruz) January 16, 2020
This is a total disgrace, but just another reason that I’m going to win Michigan again! https://t.co/XrqveOvYcG
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 16, 2020
Amazon Calls 'Profiles in Corruption' the 'Most Anticipated' Nonfiction Book https://t.co/sOQcs3OHS4 via @BreitbartNews
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 16, 2020
“@realDonaldTrump Signs Phase One Trade Deal with China” https://t.co/xogyW8ZVwk
— Dan Scavino Jr. Archived (@Scavino45) January 15, 2020
Cryin’ Chuck Schumer is saying privately that the new China Trade Deal is unbelievable, which it is, but publicly he knocks it whenever possible. That’s politics, but so bad for our great Country!
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 16, 2020
? SIGNED@realdonaldtrump just signed the Phase One Trade Agreement with China.
This is the SECOND historic trade deal Republicans have delivered this year—just 15 days in to 2020!
and we're not done yet. pic.twitter.com/5rZzdeqFMY
— Senate Republicans (@SenateGOP) January 15, 2020
This agreement has overwhelming bipartisan support. #USMCA will continue to raise family incomes and create even more good-paying jobs.
— Lamar Alexander (@SenAlexander) January 15, 2020
This is a solid win for our farmers and manufactures – China will be purchasing $200 billion in American goods and services over the next two years.
From day one, our farmers have stood behind @realDonaldTrump as he fought to secure a better deal. https://t.co/iJJhXaCeVn
— Sen. Marsha Blackburn (@MarshaBlackburn) January 15, 2020
The farmers are really happy with the new China Trade Deal and the soon to be signed deal with Mexico and Canada, but I hope the thing they will most remember is the fact that I was able to take massive incoming Tariff money and use it to help them get through the tough times!
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 16, 2020
One of the greatest trade deals ever made! Also good for China and our long term relationship. 250 Billion Dollars will be coming back to our Country, and we are now in a great position for a Phase Two start. There has never been anything like this in U.S. history! USMCA NEXT!
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 16, 2020
? BREAKING ? The Senate just passed #USMCA in a landslide vote. Next stop ? President Trump's desk.
? PROMISES MADE.
? PROMISES KEPT.— Kevin McCarthy (@SpeakerMcCarthy) January 16, 2020
BREAKING: The Senate just passed the USMCA. Next stop: @POTUS’s desk for his signature.
I’m grateful to the President for prioritizing this deal and delivering on this major promise. It’s a big win for Kentucky and for American families in all 50 states. pic.twitter.com/vgabr9QxDN
— Leader McConnell (@LeaderMcConnell) January 16, 2020
The Senate just passed @realDonaldTrump’s historic #USMCA trade agreement, replacing the job killing NAFTA.
Next stop ? the President’s desk. This is a MAJOR win for American workers, farmers and ranchers!
Once Again, Promises Made, Promises Kept! ?? pic.twitter.com/9WxnXG0BOl— Ivanka Trump (@IvankaTrump) January 16, 2020
While @realDonaldTrump signs a historic trade deal with China the Democrats push for impeachment. While he renegotiated NAFTA they were pushing collusion while Trump fights for Americans, Dems fight for nothing other than to stop him from doing a great job & keeping his promises.
— Donald Trump Jr. (@DonaldJTrumpJr) January 16, 2020
See you tomorrow! #CHAMPS https://t.co/ud1PVpx1zK
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 17, 2020
Looking at this strongly! https://t.co/Giw8UknN3m
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 16, 2020
President @realDonaldTrump announced historic steps to protect the Constitutional right to pray in public schools! pic.twitter.com/YsORcxUpWa
— The White House 45 Archived (@WhiteHouse45) January 16, 2020
THANK YOU! #MAGA pic.twitter.com/jVr7qmYOvu
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 16, 2020
PROMISES MADE, PROMISES KEPT! #KeepAmericaGreat2020?? pic.twitter.com/CheEfoFUBT
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) January 17, 2020
“Although I think the left is a distinct minority, I am increasingly skeptical we can continue to live in peace with that minority.”
It is not possible.
They must be expelled.
From the Free Republic Q community:
its a backward thought for most …but IMHO Andrew was running Epstein…for the Crown. The optics otherwise are synthetic
think about “Little St. James”
The Court in London to which all foreign ambassadors report to the Queen is “The Court of St. James”
Think of all the prominent names “reporting” to that island
It how the Crown continued to punch way above its weight the last 75 years or so
Re Little St James/Court of St James:
Interesting connection. I’d take it one step further: the royal family was originally German. They downplayed their German connections since the War.
In Germany, the legendary Way of St. James’s, from Rothenburg ob der Tauber through the Swabian Forest to Esslingen. A brochure with topographical maps, elevation profiles, a description of things to see along the way, and a listing of inns and accommodations can be downloaded here.
https://www.schwaebischerwald.com/index.php?id=744
…………..
The route from Germany to Switzerland. How many Nazis took it?
Interesting when you picture Trump walking ahead of the Queen. That sounds very convincing.
And yet the Queen has to request formal permission from the Mayor to enter the City of London. So who is in the City of London, I wonder?
Bankers of a certain heritage.
Think about the Lion of England and the Lion of J____
Lembrador will know what comes after the J.
Epstein was connected to Maxwell and Maxwell was connected to her father and her father was connected to ??????
>clears throat while standing up from dinner table
Ahem…
>starts tapping fork on wine glass
I have an announcement to make:
>the whole table looks and all conversations cease
JEWS
>table explodes in effusive applause, two men raise Lembrador in the air by his legs, women throw him their underware, POTUS makes a video call to the room and congratulates Lembrador’s pattern recognition capacities
Welcome back old friend.
Welcome back.
I hoped that comment would reach out through the ether and summon you.
🙂
Zelensky Rejects Ukrainian PM’s Resignation After Embarrassing ‘Mystery’ Audio Surfaces
https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/zelensky-rejects-ukrainian-pms-resignation-after-embarrassing-mystery-audio-surfaces
https://www.zergnet.com/news/4740573/dominos-pizza-cfo-dead-in-freak-snorkeling-accident
Dominoes Pizza CFO Dead in Freak Snorkeling Accident
Dutchsinse has gone to a subscriber only channel on Twitch, I don’t think he will return to youtube.
Greek Offer to Send Peacekeeping Troops to Libya Could Trigger ‘Indirect’ Conflict With Turkey
https://www.infowars.com/greek-offer-to-send-peacekeeping-troops-to-libya-could-trigger-indirect-conflict-with-turkey/
RE: Camgirls
Being an unfortunate addict of one of these sites – MFC, I can give you a few observations.
1) 3/4s of the girls do not make much more than they would at a fast food job. It’s because they are less attractive and lack any stage presence. They sit there and wait for anyone to show them attention, and when they get it they are obviously too desperate. Of the remaining quarter 80% or so do alright, say well enough to buy a house. The top twenty make six figures a year. The top five it’s six figures a month.
2)While there are some girls that also do pro porn, nudie mags, or strip in a local club, usually the girls are going the other way from pro to camming. Most of them are girls that would never do any kind of sex work that actually involves physically interacting with their customers. The camera gives them enough psychological distance that they can perform.
3)The idea behind camming is that you can get porn that interacts, a girl that will do what you want, but . I know this is the hook that go me. This is the part that I believe makes camsites more harmful than regular porn – both sides form semi-relationships. The girls get attached enough that harsh words can send them to tears but the two of you will never even be in the same time zone on purpose. More on this later.
4)The money is completely inconsistent, some nights things work, others nothing is going on even for the very popular girls. The girls hold court where a dozen regulars shower them with verbal praise and sporadic tips. The whole thing takes a woman’s vanity to the extremes, becoming a roller coaster of happy validation one night to insane insecurity the next. I have seen one girl spend twenty hours a day for weeks on camera to get first place only to have a different girl get a massive tip(thousands of dollars) from God knows who and lose first place.
Which brings us to 5) the worst thing that can happen to you is to find a girl that you actually click with. Let me paint you a picture – Start out in a place where you work six-seven days a week on vampire hours, so you have absolutely zero social life. Now imagine you’d had a dream girl for ten years since you saw her online way back. Now imagine that she shows up one day, you are certain she can’t live up to what you’ve built up in your head, and then she’s better than you imagined. You both grew up two hours apart in the same state and your stomping grounds overlap, almost the same age, same music, similar interests and life outlook, basically the best date you’ve ever had. Fast forward a few years and you’re sending eachother non-sexual good morning photos to compare bed head because she thinks that your’s is adorable. No money is changing hands for those photos, it was her idea, you’re one of her lesser paying regulars, and you’re getting attention that your monthly spending absolutely does not warrant. You have private jokes, you know each other’s secrets, you get unsolicited pictures of her lunch… and she’s getting ploughed by fuck-buddies from the gym or Tinder while you are never going to be in the same room with her.
Imagine a Venn diagram with bubbles labeled “cuckhold boyfriend”, “work friends”, “beta orbiter”, “long distance relationship”, “customer” and in the overlap reads the text “YOU ARE HERE”. This is where I ended up after four years “with” her, except not at all with her. It’s pure hell. I finally pulled the eject lever, I doubt she took it well because I think she did really care, kinda. Because that’s the best case scenario here. She can care about you, kinda. Really, she can, but it’s only ever gonna be kinda, even if she genuinely likes you. Even if she’s genuinely attracted to you.
So for anyone still reading this, most of you are mocking me(which I deserve, I saw the trap plain as day and then stepped in it), some of you are thinking “yeah but that’s you, maybe I can get one”, and one of you is in process that I’ve just described. You’re the one I typed this out for. Dude, RUN. Log in, delete your account, don’t tell anyone goodbye, just RUN. Don’t look back. If you are terrible with girls(or your expectations are too high), you’re better off going to strip joints or frequenting real hookers than you are hanging out on a cam site. You’re chasing a mirage, the life you’re hoping for will never be there. Bail out.
the human condition: “I saw the trap plain as day and then stepped in it”
this being the web, I have no doubt you’ll catch a ration of crap for writing what you did. If not here, then elsewhere in other ways. here’s the thing about spending any time at all in Vegas: after awhile, you hear a *lot* of ‘Vegas makes guy/gal do realllly dumb & expensive & disastrous thing.’ because Vegas is that way. they weren’t the first dummies, they won’t be the last. human condition, etc etc
evidently that camgirl thing is like that. and evidently you made a dumb & reallly expensive mistake.
but you have at least this much, friend: at some risk to yourself – even if it’s just internet mockery – you tried to help out other guys, even though they’re strangers to you. I’m not gonna blow sunshine up your ass and croon ‘Brave!’ or ‘Noble!’ or ‘just like Jesus!’, but trying to save others from making your mistakes…
that ain’t *nothing.*
good luck to you
I concur, those who make mistakes can’t change the past but they can help others.
Stay away from anything remotely resembling Cam Girls.
Read heartiste.org instead. The site doesn’t have new material but there is a lot to be learned.
I’m glad you didn’t blame the girl, or worse, get online (like on the Facebook r/K page *ahem*) and start spewing a bunch of misogynistic garbage in a pathetic attempt to project your vices on all women. IE: “All women are capable of cheating” -or- “All women want to screw the top 1% of guys!” (-Like if you put men in a room full of average women with one supermodel, they wouldn’t generally think they deserved the latter and put the latter on a pedestal, personality aside).
I once posted a ‘is it just me?’ topic on a forum for right wing women to get their perspective. I got responses like, “Some of the most happy couples I’ve seen are ordinary people marrying other ordinary people.” -or- “I’ve seen women at church watch their dreams of having large families die waiting for the men around them to ‘find themselves’ or grow up”. If men have trouble finding good women, it isn’t for the lack of such.
If there is no lack of such women that want to make large families, the engineer in my wants to solve it; why are these women not visible? I can think of a couple possibilities, I’ll put them out there. Go ahead and correct or rebut. By the time the men have figured things out, say in their thirties and fourties, they are considered “too old” and so are invisible or unattractive. And the women that would want a large family… dunno. All the churches I’ve been in, the young marriage minded women are snapped up before the age of 20, the rest of the young women vanish for a period of ten years and come back after their youth is fading and their ability to have a large family is highly suspect, if they wanted such in the first place. Are there actually a bunch of women who want families but are having their time wasted by church men? This gets back to socio sexual hierarchy then. I’ve noticed the more devout a young man is, in general, the lower on the hierarchy he is. Not everyone can have a ministry or be the pastor’s son. Could it be the potential husbands are being ignored just as much as the potential wives? And the church society is structured to make it so? A solution then might be some kind of goggles to help people recognize what a true potential mate looks like, as opposed to the false expectations put in peoples heads.
That’s weird this attitude men have that when women reach age 30, ‘their youth is fading’. It’s true peak fertility is mid twenties, but women can still have a bunch in the thirty year range. It’s when they hit forty that it becomes almost impossible. A woman can easily have children in her forties if she’s already had children (just ask my mom. She had two), but just starting a family then is not wise. -But that’s a shallow man thing I’ve seen a lot…like they act like women should feel their life is over when they hit thirty. I’m like “holy shit…life is just beginning.”
Heartiste is suspect. What does he know? How is his personal life? I remember Rush Limbaugh saying back in the day that if you want to start a business, you talk to the people who have successfully run businesses. You don’t go find the losers and listen to how bitter they are. If I want relationship advice, I’m going to talk to my parents who have been together forty years and have seven kids. I’m not going to talk to that fifty year old loser across from me at work who is still single because he only dated train-wreck party girls, and who now is like, “Huhuhuhuhuhuh…I stood in the weed line..huhuhuhuhuhuh….” (They legalized recreational marijuana in the state of Illinois, and many of my wonderful coworkers are failing the global IQ test that way). If it were black and white, would Heartiste be closer on the spectrum to my parents or the guy at work?
One problem though is that a lot else has changed since your parents. At what age did your parents meet and marry up? It used to be you were married by 21-22, or even earlier. Of course it used to be you were starting your lifelong career at 18 or 19, and at that point you knew you were going to be able to support a family because it was a job for life, and that was the path everyone followed. It was probably nice to have that kind of stability and purpose starting that early. And of course the person you married was probably a high school sweetheart or something close to it, and your experience with a relationship was you didn’t end it. I think a lot of low divorce rates of the past was just oneitis and people who were afraid to get back out into the dating market, especially a dating market where everyone was married off early and nobody divorced.
Now, just like you say, people feel life begins at 30. Marriage is late twenties or thirties for many, and by then relationships have been conditioned to not be a lifelong thing, but something you have, and then end, and then have another, and then end that. Most people don’t have a chance at a career until after they graduate college at 22, and then it isn’t even a lifelong career, but rather just being thrown into the jungle, and going from job to job, and if the economy goes down, who knows?
To say nothing of what living in a culture of degeneracy, foisted on us by a hostile intelligence operation actively seeking to destroy the family structure, does.
I’m not sure your parents really are as good as Heartiste in this specific environment. The world is really fucked up, and not by accident. Very smart people have been working very hard to fuck it up, and they pushed the needle quite a bit.
Kharmii says,”That’s weird this attitude men have that when women reach age 30, ‘their youth is fading’.”
I’m not trying to be mean. Just stating things as I, a male, see them. Women are inclined to see the desires of males as illegitimate or corrupt while their desires are not. Men want young wives that grow up with them and their families. We are much more sexually excited by a 20 year old than a 30 year old. Just the way it is. This is said to be a failing on Men’s part but it’s not. It’s just maximizing our chances for a happy life. After Women have screwed around a lot in their twenties it’s much less likely that they will bond with a male and stay with them. Noticing this is, to Women, evil but it is what it is.
Men have no desire to marry an older Women and have 2.2 kids, get divorced and then pay out the ass for 18 or more years for a family we don’t have. It’s a bad deal and the statistics are NOT in Men’s favor and they know that.
Women can demonize Men’s desires and needs all they want but it will not get them anywhere. Marriage rates have already collapsed and will only get worse.
“Men want young wives..”
That’s another weird thing. When I was in my twenties, I didn’t meet a lot of guys looking for wives. I overwhelmingly saw men who just wanted to party and who thought I wasn’t worth bothering with because I wasn’t ‘exciting’ enough. I went through a short phase where I drank and experimented with drugs, but it was never my thing, being one of those people who was always busy and had stuff lined up to do.
That’s why I ended up with someone twenty years my senior (when I was thirty, lol!). Some of it could be that I’m in Gen X where people were just pieces of crap from a cultural perspective. -And I’ll bet a paycheck a lot of men who are like “Wimmin just want your money! They aren’t into trad gender roles like cooking and cleaning and shiet..!” only dated train wreck party girls back in the day.
I agree. The best material online is that which gives you the experience from other’s mistakes, without the cost. In this case, I can see how somebody tied up with work would still have those pairing up neural pathways running, and that would leave them vulnerable. They need that blackpill more than anyone to keep them on the lookout.
Your honesty has me moved fren. Thanks for sharing.
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